Zumba Twins - Zumba He Zumba Ha

LOVE ME SOME ZUMBA!!!!!!! This is my new fave. These cute girls that teach the class make it SO much fun!! I've missed going and can't wait to get back on the bandwagon of going again!!

Slacker...

I have not really posted for a few weeks or whatever because ....

I am officially off my bandwagon.

In a slump.

Feeling defeated.

Feeling bloated.

Feeling lazy.

Eating whatever the heck I want, "because I deserve it with all the stress I've gone through".

All of this, is ridiculous. I feel that way BECAUSE I haven't worked out only TWO times in the last like MONTH. NO JOKE..

However, one of the 2 times, was the new hip hop hustle class at SweatyChix... it RULES!

Anyways, I have been super fiesty and impatient the last week, waking up in bad moods, and just feeling irritated. I know working out can help all of this "so called slump" disappear. So if I know this simple equasion is solved by exercise, then what the crap is my problem? Why is it so hard to get back on track once you've EASILY fallen off?

I was doing great, tracking my food and exercise online, doing weigh in's w/my old trainer.. etc

It seems like when I have all of these things to keep in schedule with, is when I fail the most. I get overwhelmed with all of the tasks and answering to things that I just give up. I'm SO up and down with this. I look at some of my FB friends and see that they just naturally seem to have it down, why not me? I know it's "just a decision you have to make" but why do they make it look so easy?

Blah Blah Blah, right? Poor me... HA. There is my vent. I am going to get my ACE back in gear. I can promise you all that right now. I owe it to myself. I have taken on so many things that take up my time: girls camp director, activities committee, work, real estate school, and somehow I am going to MAKE time for working out and eating healthy when I usually need to make a quick decision of what to eat. (I have HUGE amounts of respet for all of you moms out there, HOW do you do this with kiddos????)

I'm going to start over again, seems like I do every 3 or 4 months.. so back to Zumba for me. (I got sick of it 2 times a week, it wasn't as exciting for me and that ended up in me not working out at all... not an option). So going is better than nothing at all!

Wish me luck. Here we go AGAIN.

ps. if you're reading this, please comment! Even if it's annonymous. Tell me what your struggle is with being healthy or getting healthy?

Peace!

Les